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31 January 2013 @ 02:34 am
[Fic] I’ll Never Be Yours  
Title: - I’ll Never Be Yours
Author: - Ranilukes
Pairing: - YunJae
Genre: - Drama and Strong language
Rating: - 18=21
Disclaimer: - I don’t own YunJae or the others as well.
Warning: - Mpreg. Think as the world where men can get pregnant… which is my world.
Summary: - He wants to run away from a devil.

I’ll never be yours

Chapter two


It has been a month since the incident, Jaejoong’s wound had been recovered and Jaejoong didn’t try to do anything silly. Yunho tried to control his emotion, he stayed far away from his wife but still he had his eyes on his wife making sure he eats, sleeps well at nights and rest.

Every day he sees Jaejoong’s sad face; he hates himself when he sees his wife like that. He misses the old Jaejoong fun and lovely, now he hardly smiles and its all his faults for making him this way but if he hadn’t done this then someone else would had taken him away from him, Yunho just want Jaejoong to be his only his… he wants his wife to be happy.


It was a lovely day out sun was shining as he looks through the car window, the car had stop on red light that where he saw him for the first time walking on the side walk, beautiful face, his eyes sparkled like diamonds and his lips were pale pink, the beauty was smiling with other person. Yunho felt for him at the first sight…

The second time they met in the party that’s, where he found his name is Kim Jaejoong. He was a PA of Shim Changmin a good friend of his who had invited him. Looking at closely Jaejoong looked even more gorgeous, graceful just like goddess and the whole time he had his eyes on Jaejoong.

End of the party he want to give Jaejoong lift home so he could spend more time with him but instead he saw Jaejoong with another man! Who was hugging and kissing on the man’s lips, he hated seeing Jaejoong with another man it made him furious; he wants Jaejoong to be his only. Later on he found out the man is Jaejoong’s boyfriend and has a mother and a brother.

The next day he asked Jaejoong to marry him and Jaejoong said No… then he brought his devil side out, he broke Jaejoong’s relationship, job, and family, Jaejoong lost his mother in a car accident and his brother was in a coma… Yunho blackmailed him to marry him or he will kill his brother. Yunho didn’t care how he gets Jaejoong to be his but Yunho had nothing to do with the accident. On their wedding night Yunho raped him…

End of flashback

Just thinking of past made him angry and hateful of himself. He only did because he loves Jaejoong so much. He cried staring at Jaejoong’s photo which he found in Jaejoong’s stuff he looked so happy. He keeps the photo in his wallet.

Yunho walks into his bedroom, seeing Jaejoong sleeping peacefully and he looked so stunning while sleeping. He kicks off his shoes, undoes his shirt buttons, takes off his clothes and gets under the duvet. Yunho embrace Jaejoong from back and pulls him closer. He moves his hand under Jaejoong pajama feeling his soft and smooth skin.

“ahh huh” it woke Jaejoong up. “What…! Yunho sshi what are you doing?” he jerk Yunho hand away and turn his head to see his husband.

“What does it look like… Jaejoong?” His chin sat just behind Jaejoong shoulder. “I want you Jaejoong, I can’t control it any longer honey…” he kissed Jaejoong ear hungrily.

“N-no Yunho sshi” he move away from Yunho. He suddenly leaned in and kissed Jaejoong’s lips. Jaejoong tried to push him but he was too weak. Yunho moves on top of Jaejoong body…

“Jaejoong you are so hot. You make me crazy, oh god!” He started kissing him again

“NO…” he didn’t want this, he feel every touch burns on his skin… But Yunho did not stop. He got rid of Jaejoong pajama and leaving kisses on his upper body with red marks. If few minutes later, when he felt Yunho finger in his a** hole… Jaejoong clenched on the bed sheets and cried out asking him to stop.

“A-ahh yun..sshi…hurts…” tears were coming out… Jaejoong screamed out when he felt the second finger in, “please…ahh uhhhh.. Stop” Yunho kissed on his lips.

Yunho rubes his pen*s up against Jaejoong’s a*s, He lifted his legs and placed his c*ck at his wife entrance. Yunho then ran his hands over Jaejoong chest and leaned down and kissed him tenderly. While doing that he pushed the head of his thick c*ck into Jaejoong’s entrance.

“A-aaaaaahhhhhhhh” Jaejoong cried in pain,

"You’re so tight" Yunho moaned he straightens up and pushed in. Jaejoong continued to hiss in pain. He kept going slowly in and out for 10 minutes. When he reached fully in him, has Jaejoong felt the tip of his pen*s hit his anal wall. He groaned in pain, he felt as if his was splitting in two.

“pleaaaaaessss… it… huuurtsss..yun..” Yunho then push all the way back in, in one movement, Jaejoong screamed and squirmed loudly.

“O-ohhh… God Jaejoong…I love you…” he leaned down and kissed his wife. He bites down hard on his lip and thrust forward HARD. Jaejoong screamed out, Yunho leaned back and started thrusting into him, pulling all the way out and thrusting hard in…. he continues for several minutes… when Jaejoong felt warmth of Yunho seed in him… feeling gross and dirty…

“Love you so much” Yunho breathes heavily and lies down on next to him. Jaejoong turns to his side of bed and curled up into a little ball and started sobbing… Jaejoong felt his hot breath on his neck and Yunho puts his arm round him.

“I love you Jaejoong.” As he heard sobs “why can’t you see it? Don’t be like this now. You don’t want me to get angry do you? C’mon give me a kiss…” Jaejoong didn’t respond to him.

“If you don’t kiss me then, I’ll go for round two. Do you want that?” Yunho smiled

“N-no” he cried out loud and turn to face him. And kiss him lightly.

“Sleep” Yunho kissed him back.

Jaejoong tears falls out, he puts his hand on his mouth has he sobbed. He just want to be a free from the beast, Jaejoong hated himself for just being so close to a monstrosity. If wasn’t for his brother he would have left him long ago… he is only living for his brother who he loves a lot…

I found this chapter really; really hard to write… it’s not good at lot. T_T my writing is messed up… I don’t know what to write anymore… sorry if there are any mistakes, do forgive me… please leave your thoughts.
I might not post for a while. (I am going away for few weeks)
Thank you
skyp3skyp3 on January 31st, 2013 04:15 am (UTC)
yunho --- please treat Jae with care, can not you think another way to show your love >.<

Thank you for update the story
elle1501elle1501 on January 31st, 2013 05:59 am (UTC)
When love turns into obsession... Sigh...how do i save jae?
snow_meowsnow_meow on January 31st, 2013 06:14 am (UTC)
Obession is not a good thing.

I feel so sad for both Yunho and Jaejoong.
dbsk_lover90dbsk_lover90 on January 31st, 2013 06:41 am (UTC)
Poor JaeJoong... He must be really messed up because YunHo.
YunHo a beast, I hope he will change soon and show JaeJoong his loving side.
Mela_Cassiedione_8 on January 31st, 2013 07:15 am (UTC)
This story was so sad ;(
Why jaejoong? Why you can't see about yunho's love? :(
BrainExpertloyersyeraomar on January 31st, 2013 12:20 pm (UTC)
omo...yunho is a beast!!poor jae!!
yunjaemrcnyunjaemrcn on January 31st, 2013 11:10 pm (UTC)
i hope somehow Jae love him back and it will be happy ending! this chap is so good!
uchie07uchie07 on February 1st, 2013 06:44 am (UTC)
waaaaahhh... spot
jessewhtjessewht on February 1st, 2013 07:51 am (UTC)
this is so sad.. but i like the story nonetheless. hahah. quite an S/M to JJ aren't I.. hahahahh oh poor him, i like the poster too. keep going pleeease...
tokiyo13tokiyo13 on February 2nd, 2013 11:18 am (UTC)
i like it......but can't read chapter 1.......thank u 4 repost this fic...... :)
hellokittyjyjhellokittyjyj on February 3rd, 2013 06:41 am (UTC)
yunho does love jae but he doesnt know how to show it.

and jae cant open his heart up to see it because he has been hurt by yun.

thanks for posting, update soon
Mela_Cassiedione_8 on March 9th, 2013 02:29 am (UTC)
I really love this ff. I am seldom open my account, so I don't this ff is update ><

Yunho really love jaejong, but he descrap it with the wrong way. I pity with jae, but I want he will be yunho's forever :)
myjeje3myjeje3 on March 21st, 2013 12:27 pm (UTC)
I hate Yunho, he is so mean.. why he must rape him